Thursday, January 17, 2008

I'm outside again! Pacific Coffee, but another location...

I'll have to conclude that their service sucks. But why the hell am I complaining since I have to rely on their facilities??

Yesterday was so a day of activities for the unemployed. I mean, I wouldn't be entitled to indulge in that amount of activities if I was working.

I went for a slow breakfast, went for piano, went for a run under the blazing yet comforting sun, lounged around to read my fav romance novel, had a nice swim and tann with my best bud and had snacks and gossiped. Thereafter I went to meet ZQ. But the great spoiler was the gastric attack which lasted for hours. ZQ had to send me home. I jolly well know the f-up location of my place and insisted to go back MYSELF but I was too weak to change his decision.

It is all so unreal. Doing all these things on weekdays. They don't cost much but are truly fufiling. My skin is well vitamin-D-ed now from all the sun exposure these weeks, when on usual days I'll be breathing in stale air in the 'cell'. I enjoy giving nature this increased amount of attention, I really do.

Usual days... what the fuck did I mean when I said 'usual days'?

Frankly, despite dying to get a (good) job soon, I'm really gonna miss having this much freedom everyday. Well I guess, I better get down to seeking a proper job, saving more and god knows, I might be blogging and sipping tea from a neat little cafe somewhere else in the world in the near future.

Also, if I don't get a job soon, I can bid goodbye to my Taiwan trip. I'm really totally waiting for news now. I'm very nervous, and each time the phone rings my heart skips a beat. IF I hope too much, the disappointment is really hard to bear. But if I'm so dejected, how will I ever succeed?

Really glad for all the encouragement from ZQ and friends everday, and also the company of Krist. All of you telling me not to give up and constantly wishing me with all the good luck. I'll get a good job so I won't let myself and you guys down!

Maybe the thing about me - I'm too affected by my emotions, though I have to clear the air that I've also gotten myself into not so favorable jobs these years.

Luck, please be with me...