Monday, December 25, 2006

Merry Christmas all! I still like a lovey dovey Christmas =)

Lots of time spent with ZQ on Christmas Eve through mid day of today, lots of snuggling, hugs, kisses, Jap food and laughter. Memories are created this way. I hope I will no longer think of the old Christmas memories for I always feel sad and this sadness is one I should let go. Think: overwriting old data with new data. However, friends tell me - no need to erase all the stuff; why not (why can't I?), look back, smile and remember the happy memories? But my character is such that I think back and feel sad instead. So better not. There's this wallet concept I heard over radio some time back which I gladly share with friends. You have a prized wallet in which you slot in photos, collect movie tickets, cards (all sorts, from debit to credit to old skool phonecards etc), keep receipts from all your wild purchases and of course, keep your cash and coins. But one day you lose your wallet (whatever cause it may be), and you feel so shitty because besides the loss in monetary terms you lose all those pictures and collected stuff. It will just feel shitty, I'm sure those of you who've ever lost your wallets know. And then, you buy a new one. You pick a design that you like but you aren't quite used to it still. But over time, the wallet's leather seasons, the stuff inside increases, and you learn to take care of your wallet in case you lose it again! You no longer think of the old wallet because this new wallet is already what you have gotten used to and the ONLY wallet that you hold now. Wala! Wallet concept. So true.

'Zhiqin' (Plopper) now has a new friend! F.Y.I I named Plopper after ZQ cos it's the first doggie he bought for me =) I'M CRAZY OVER DOGGIES AND I CAN'T CONTROL MYSELF!!!~~~!!!!~~~



Named it 'Jeremy'. Only ZQ will know why. Heheheheheheheh! More stuff to hug at night. So happy =)

I've told boss that I QUIT. My last day should be 29th December. Wanna leave before the new year. Though it's not like I'm so rich I can afford to be unemployed but I'm leaving... It will be my 7th month with NTU in a few days' time. But everything just feels so wrong, a.k.a no 'feel' to want to stay on, and some other factors. Haiz, don't wish to talk about it but that is the decision, I'm leaving and taking a break for the time being.

Finally gonna register for keyboard classes! Gonna confirm the day with Kaiyi and get it done soon... Though the skills acquired as a kid are almost gone, but the passion was never. =) Glad I still have a pal who's crazy over piano. At leats I'll have a friend to learn with me. Then, maybe, the dream of caryying our keyboards out and meeting Shiyi and playing duets together =)

Work tomorrow! Few days left, but I have not many comments nor emotions. This long weekend away from work has made it so that I TOTALLY FORGET about work. It is creepy, it's like I lived in another world for the past 2 days. That means I really relaxed and enjoyed.

On the side note, my Anna Sui Secret Wish perfume is almost out, it's one scent I love so much after quite a number I've used. This scent really works for me, just like Body Shop's White Musk, cept for the fact that the scent doesn't linger for long =( And before I decide to buy another bottle, I saw that they have a new FLAVOR...errr I mean new one, not 'flavor' I mean arghhh. Brain dead... Yah you get it...new range. Er, range? No, no not 'range'. NEW SCENT. Sheesh forget it.

Currently using: Anna Sui Secret Wish is a light delicate mix of Lemon, Marigold, Melon, Blackcurrant, Pineapple, White Cedarwood, Amber and Skin Musk.



Gian-ing: (below) Anna Sui Secret Wish Magic Romance celebrates the first stirrings of the heart. It is for a girl who believes in the fantasy and mystery of romance, with a budding sensuality that hints at the woman to come. This fruity floral fragrance is enchanting from the first note - it casts a powerful spell. Like the mystery of romance, the scent is a constant whirlwind of emotion - fresh, sexy, sensual, and caressing. It explores the deepest yearnings of the heart as it stirs the tender, shimmering thrill of love. TOP NOTES: Bergamot, Sicilian Lemon and Melon. Capturing the first blush of love with an opening of Bergamot, Sicilian Lemon and Melon, it unleashes the dizzying emotions that tumble, one after another, when one senses excitement. HEART NOTES: Orange Blossom, Tuberose, Jasmine na dLotus Blossom. The heart of the fragrance leads to a joyous abandon, as Orange Blossom lifts the spirit. Tuberose provides a sense of strengthening, and Queen of the Night Jasmine leads to pure fantasy. Finally, Lotus Blossom awakens and expands the soul. BASE NOTES: Rosewood, Coconut, Amber and Musk. AS the scent nears fruition, it returns to a calmer state. With Rosewood to rebalance, Coconut to add strengthening energy, Amber to soothe and provide a sense of freedom, frankness and openness. The accord never relinquishes its power to charm, as Musk adds a final note of irresistible sensuality.

It's PINK! OMG, the color itself is enticing already.



Yup you've guessed it, the whole chunk of info above is obviously from the net! I had to show it to you because they say until like so sensual lidat. But despite so much description I can't imagine the smell. Will smell it first and decide whether or not to buy! Else it wil be the good old original Secret Wish =) But I'm already such a dreamy and emo gal if I use such a perfume will I just scare everyone by becoming WORST. =(

ARGHHHH! Work tomorrow, but should I "arghhh"? When I will soon be not working? Wateva la. I think too much Jap food for this Christmas + ate too much, abit crazy now =(

Cooking brown rice now (yes at this hour), it's for lunch tomorrow. Need to kill my expanding waistline. Did I mention I've already bought a dress for Irene's R.O.M party on 01.01.2007?? Opps I forgot about it these 2 days, didn't tell ZQ either, shall tell him later. It's a horribly SWEET and night-gown lookalike piece of lacy thingy which you will never imagine me buying, much less wearing. Well, I still bought it, at $44/-, at the same shop I saw the potential $109/- cream dress! When I went back to the shop the 2nd time the cream one didn't look nice anymore, I don't know why, and I got this pink one! You'll see it when I take pictures on 01.01.2007. Sometimes I try hard to look sweeter but my face just looks older ad older it scares me so MF much. Just like when I'm in the MRT nowadays I feel like those gals out there are SO 16 and though I'm just a few years older I feel so very very very far and old and wrinkly and just, UN-fashionable and unappealing and what have you. SIGHZ. Yes I am very unconfident.

Yet some GFs tell me, "Actually these young girls wish they were like you, they don't wanna be 16, they wish they were older."

Which infact, could be true to a certain extend.

Anyway, back to Irene's wedding, on 29.12.2006 (which is also my last day at NTU) there will be a mini hen night for Irene at a pub (still deciding the location), me and the girls intend to misbehave abit (in terms of drinking), well, just before she is a MRS! LOL. But of course, not get lan zhui. Those "good old days" should be long over for me.

I still feel like typing, but lemme go check my rice!!!!!