Saturday, November 03, 2007

Sometimes I just love it when i indulge in the world I desire. One free of all the unhappiness and harsh realities. My world is so peaceful and rejuvenating to wake up to each morning. It has no ugly side, nothing to fret about. It is a serene place, surrounded by lush greens and all of the things I adore. It even pictures me playing my most loved piano so well. It has no one else but me, maybe, because I'm a perfectionist? No one seems to be able to fit into this picturesque of my imagination. This world is a fake, yet, at times, so real, that I indulge so much I detach from where I really am now.


It is hard to fall asleep at night sometimes. It is unfortunate that the cells in me that cause sleep need to work better under the influence of alcohol.

When you can no longer depend on yourself to cheer up, what do you do?