Sunday, May 13, 2007

The template is still shitty, but I thought I'll just blog, well, just that it'll be without images.

It's been a great week, my 23rd birthday just passed... Celebrated with all my friends on different days and of course, with my dearest ZQ too. You'll be able to check out some pictures on Friendster. PHEW... It's been 2 weeks of over-eating and endless cakes. And a LIL too much on the alcohol too, but I guess, that could be excused? One night only? For my birthday?

Things are good for me and ZQ too, I know it will always be this good if I control my temper, yes, my unreasonable temper. When it's sweet like now, I feel blissful and really happy. And I find myself missing him so much though we've just seen each other a few hours ago. We'd have been together for 10 months on 15th this May.

Isn't that almost a year? Can you believe how easily time slips past you? I am still learning to stop venting my anger on him, with a some determination and also the advice I've gotten from Krist and Pay and many others. Simply some self-control could prevent hurting another person's feelings. Like I've told Irene and Ling, he hasn't been a bad bf, it is just that my expectations grew over time. Why did I hurt him with my harsh words and all during my mood swings? What was I thinking? Some days, when I lay in bed, I shiver at the thought of losing someone who is good to me, genuinely. The thought of losing that someone, the thought of regretting!

Anyway, I shall'nt bore you further with all these relationship stuff. It's Monday again tomorrow and I have so much to do. Another good news in conjunction to my birthday - I've been confirmed as in my company. 3 months passed! Well, I'll work doubly hard to tidy up my department, wish me lotsa luck...

Irene just tried on some bridal gowns on Sat, will be confirming her choice soon... well... I can't wait to attend her wedding! And as for Ling, I'll give her as much emotional support as I can and I hope she gets through her hurdle soon. Hugs...

And for now, I just wanna enjoy love, and try to enjoy work, more. I must say work is better than any past jobs I've held, but, again, I'm keeping my fingers crossed.

Take care folks, I hope your life is as sweet as mine or maybe, sweeter.